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Being Alone, Bones, and Complex: Ask Meme
 growling suggestion edition
<p><a href="http://spctlessminds.tumblr.com/post/155987241443/based-on-this-suggestions-blog-warning-these" class="tumblr_blog">spctlessminds</a>:</p><blockquote>
<blockquote><p><small>based on <a href="http://growling-suggestion.tumblr.com/">this</a> suggestions blog.  <b>warning: </b> these are pretty dark/angry  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding<b><i>!!</i></b></small></p></blockquote>
<p><small>‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me<b><i>?</i></b>  ’<br/>‘  all i want is to be soft  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’<br/>‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’<br/>‘  burning it all to the ground  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’<br/>‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own<b><i>?</i></b>  ’<br/>‘  do you trust me enough<b><i>?</i></b>  do you trust me at all<b><i>?</i></b>  ’<br/>‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’<br/>‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’<br/>‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’<br/>‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’<br/>‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  i touch  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  i touch  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop<b><i>?</i></b>  ’<br/>‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  my eyes are still stretched wide  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  terrified.  ’<br/>‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for<b><i>?</i></b>  ’<br/>‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’<br/>‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’<br/>‘  i am aching to hold you  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’<br/>‘  i am divine  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  you will bow before me.  ’<br/>‘  i am fucking divine.  ’<br/>‘  i am in control  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  i listen to no one.  ’<br/>‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’<br/>‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’<br/>‘  i am not worth saving  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’<br/>‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’<br/>‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’<br/>‘  i bow to no man.  ’<br/>‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’<br/>‘  i can give you your wings back  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’<br/>‘  i cannot be saved.  ’<br/>‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’<br/>‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’<br/>‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’<br/>‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’<br/>‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’<br/>‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’<br/>‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’<br/>‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’<br/>‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’<br/>‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’<br/>‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’<br/>‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’<br/>‘  i have fallen  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’<br/>‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’<br/>‘  i have no home anymore.  ’<br/>‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  then i remember nothing.  ’<br/>‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’<br/>‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’<br/>‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’<br/>‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’<br/>‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’<br/>‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  maybe someday it will be true.  ’<br/>‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’<br/>‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’<br/>‘  is it my fault<b><i>?</i></b>  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’<br/>‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right<b><i>?</i></b>  ’<br/>‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  suffocating on sadness.  ’<br/>‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’<br/>‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’<br/>‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’<br/>‘  i’m so cold  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’<br/>‘  i’m so tired all the time  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  i just want to be awake again.  ’<br/>‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’<br/>‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’<br/>‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’<br/>‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’<br/>‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’<br/>‘  loneliness is a disease  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  it leaves me empty  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  bounces back.  ’<br/>‘  made of starlight  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’<br/>‘  my anger is righteous  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  my actions are pure.  ’<br/>‘  my chest aches  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’<br/>‘  my chest hurts  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  all i need is some comfort  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  understanding.  ’<br/>‘  my chest hurts  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’<br/>‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’<br/>‘  pull me apart  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’<br/>‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’<br/>‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’<br/>‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’<br/>‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’<br/>‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  plead for help<b><i>?</i></b>  fuck off.  ’<br/>‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’<br/>‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’<br/>‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  you better remember that.  ’<br/>‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’<br/>‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’<br/>‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’<br/>‘  voices whisper from the shadows  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’<br/>‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved<b><i>?</i></b>  ’<br/>‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it<b><i>?</i></b>  ’<br/>‘  who the fuck do you think you are<b><i>?</i></b>  ’<br/>‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying<b><i>?</i></b>  ’<br/>‘  with a new year comes new tests  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’<br/>‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once<b><i>?</i></b>  ’<br/>‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’<br/>‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’<br/>‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’<br/>‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’<br/>‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’<br/>‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’<br/>‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’<br/>‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’<br/>‘  you touch me  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  my skin burns  <b><i>&amp;</i></b>  it burns for you,  always you.  ’</small></p>
</blockquote>

spctlessminds:

based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’
‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’
‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’
‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’
‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’
‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’
‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’
‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’
‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’
‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’
‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’
‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’
‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’
‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’
‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’
‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’
‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’
‘  i am fucking divine.  ’
‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’
‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’
‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’
‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’
‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’
‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’
‘  i bow to no man.  ’
‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’
‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’
‘  i cannot be saved.  ’
‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’
‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’
‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’
‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’
‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’
‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’
‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’
‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’
‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’
‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’
‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’
‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’
‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’
‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’
‘  i have no home anymore.  ’
‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’
‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’
‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’
‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’
‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’
‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’
‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’
‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’
‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’
‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’
‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’
‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’
‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’
‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’
‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’
‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’
‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’
‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’
‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’
‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’
‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’
‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’
‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’
‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’
‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’
‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’
‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’
‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’
‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’
‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’
‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’
‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’
‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’
‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’
‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’
‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’
‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’
‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’
‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’
‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’
‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’
‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’
‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’
‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’
‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’
‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’
‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’
‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’
‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’
‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’
‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’
‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’
‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’
‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’
‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’
‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’
‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

Ask Meme growling suggestion edition <p><a href=httpspctlessmindstumblrcompost155987241443based-on-this-suggestions-blog-warning-these class=tumblr_blog>spctlessminds<a><p><blockquote> <blockquote><p><small>based on <a href=httpgrowling-suggestiontumblrcom>this<a> suggestions blog <b>warning <b> these are pretty darkangry <b><i>&amp<i><b> could be triggering to some people please be cautious before proceeding<b><i>!!<i><b><small><p><blockquote> <p><small>‘ all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly <b><i>&amp<i><b> me to not flinch away without meaning to when will this stop affecting me<b><i>?<i><b> ’<br>‘ all i want is to be soft <b><i>&amp<i><b> gentle but i’m made out of steel <b><i>&amp<i><b> anger maybe in another life i guess ’<br>‘ beauty is in the eye of the beholder so choose to see beauty in everything ’<br>‘ burning it all to the ground <b><i>&amp<i><b> force them to start again they made you lose everything now return the favor ’<br>‘ do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own<b><i>?<i><b> ’<br>‘ do you trust me enough<b><i>?<i><b> do you trust me at all<b><i>?<i><b> ’<br>‘ don’t you dare abandon me ’<br>‘ even after all you have done i will always want you fighting on my side ’<br>‘ every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again ’<br>‘ everyone i have ever loved is long gone i sing to the sky alone ’<br>‘ everyone i touch gets hurt but i can’t stop i touch <b><i>&amp<i><b> i touch <b><i>&amp<i><b> i touch <b><i>&amp<i><b> people get hurt why can’t i ever stop<b><i>?<i><b> ’<br>‘ everyone says i used to be a hero but i can still taste the blood in my mouth <b><i>&amp<i><b> still feel bruises blooming because of my fists <b><i>&amp<i><b> my eyes are still stretched wide <b><i>&amp<i><b> terrified ’<br>‘ everything i love has been taken from me what do i have left to fight for<b><i>?<i><b> ’<br>‘ fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong ’<br>‘ friends are more important than any material object will ever be ’<br>‘ i am aching to hold you <b><i>&amp<i><b> keep you safe to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you ’<br>‘ i am divine <b><i>&amp<i><b> you will bow before me ’<br>‘ i am fucking divine ’<br>‘ i am in control <b><i>&amp<i><b> i listen to no one ’<br>‘ i am not a good person don’t pretend i am ’<br>‘ i am not accustomed to love this is a learning experience ’<br>‘ i am not worth saving <b><i>&amp<i><b> i am not worth redemption let me stay in the dark ’<br>‘ i am so tired all the time all i want to do is rest ’<br>‘ i am too tired to deal with any of this ’<br>‘ i bow to no man ’<br>‘ i broke into sharp pieces when i broke <b><i>&amp<i><b> i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together i’m sorry ’<br>‘ i can give you your wings back <b><i>&amp<i><b> i can show you to fly once more if you only believe in me ’<br>‘ i cannot be saved ’<br>‘ i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people i can bear this weight on my own i have to ’<br>‘ i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you but i loved you too much to notice ’<br>‘ i crave affection in the simplest way ’<br>‘ i deserve to hurt i deserve to bleed ’<br>‘ i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me ’<br>‘ i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer as long as it leaves your lips ’<br>‘ i don’t fight for you anymore ’<br>‘ i don’t want to let go of you not now not ever ’<br>‘ i don’t want to talk about it i don’t want to remember i don’t want to heal all i want is for it to go away ’<br>‘ i don’t want you to touch me please don’t touch me just go away ’<br>‘ i feel anger deeper than my bones i feel anger in my very soul ’<br>‘ i feel nothing at all except for when i feel everything all at once ’<br>‘ i have fallen <b><i>&amp<i><b> though i may miss the sky i belong here now ’<br>‘ i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine ’<br>‘ i have no home anymore ’<br>‘ i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand <b><i>&amp<i><b> then i remember nothing ’<br>‘ i see beauty in everything but especially in you ’<br>‘ i should never have fallen in love with you ’<br>‘ i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away ’<br>‘ i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe ’<br>‘ i will never amount to anything i am a failure in the worst type of way ’<br>‘ i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me <b><i>&amp<i><b> maybe someday it will be true ’<br>‘ if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore ’<br>‘ if you ask me to i will set the whole world on fire my dear it’s all for you ’<br>‘ is it my fault<b><i>?<i><b> it’s my fault it’s always my fault ’<br>‘ it’s not murder if they deserved it right<b><i>?<i><b> ’<br>‘ i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me choking on anger <b><i>&amp<i><b> suffocating on sadness ’<br>‘ i’m in love with everything that hurts me ’<br>‘ i’m okay i’m alright this is all in my mind ’<br>‘ i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me ’<br>‘ i’m so cold <b><i>&amp<i><b> i can’t stop shaking i am not who you think i am ’<br>‘ i’m so tired all the time <b><i>&amp<i><b> i just want to be awake again ’<br>‘ i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten i just want someone to remember me ’<br>‘ i’m tired of fighting everything in my life just make it stop ’<br>‘ i’m too tired to care blow up get angry at me i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it ’<br>‘ jealousy burns within me ’<br>‘ just let me go in peace for once in my damn life ’<br>‘ loneliness is a disease <b><i>&amp<i><b> it leaves me empty <b><i>&amp<i><b> hollow like sound goes through my body <b><i>&amp<i><b> bounces back ’<br>‘ made of starlight <b><i>&amp<i><b> sunshine i shine brighter than they all know ’<br>‘ my anger is righteous <b><i>&amp<i><b> my actions are pure ’<br>‘ my chest aches <b><i>&amp<i><b> my lungs burn this sickness comes from the inside ’<br>‘ my chest hurts <b><i>&amp<i><b> all i need is some comfort <b><i>&amp<i><b> understanding ’<br>‘ my chest hurts <b><i>&amp<i><b> i ache to go back to the sky ’<br>‘ my shoulders are aching where wings used to be <b><i>&amp<i><b> all i want is for them to stop hurting ’<br>‘ pull me apart <b><i>&amp<i><b> piece me together in your own way make me perfect ’<br>‘ righteous fury throws through my veins <b><i>&amp<i><b> if you touch the people i love i will destroy you ’<br>‘ rise up you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more ’<br>‘ say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue ’<br>‘ so much blood has been spilled in my name time to make you believe it was in yours ’<br>‘ so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent but not when i scream <b><i>&amp<i><b> plead for help<b><i>?<i><b> fuck off ’<br>‘ sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want ’<br>‘ stay away from my fucking friends stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you ’<br>‘ stop treating me like i’m an idiot you aren’t better than me in any way <b><i>&amp<i><b> you better remember that ’<br>‘ the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue ’<br>‘ the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it ’<br>‘ to love them is my divine right ’<br>‘ voices whisper from the shadows <b><i>&amp<i><b> they fill my mind with thoughts of you ’<br>‘ what did i to wrong to be so unloved<b><i>?<i><b> ’<br>‘ what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it<b><i>?<i><b> ’<br>‘ who the fuck do you think you are<b><i>?<i><b> ’<br>‘ why can’t i ever fucking stop crying<b><i>?<i><b> ’<br>‘ with a new year comes new tests <b><i>&amp<i><b> triumphs let’s try to make the most out of it ’<br>‘ would it really kill you to be honest for once<b><i>?<i><b> ’<br>‘ yes i remember my wings breaking <b><i>&amp<i><b> being destroyed i was powerless to stop it ’<br>‘ you are not required to love your parents or to even like them ’<br>‘ you can’t hate me more than i hate myself but you are more than welcome to try ’<br>‘ you may say you love me but you love only a part of me i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being ’<br>‘ you never fucking cared about me don’t fucking lie about it not to me ’<br>‘ you remind me of mint fresh sharp kind of cold but in a nice way i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite ’<br>‘ you shine light in even the darkest parts of me you are my sun ’<br>‘ you should fear me but you don’t i will be eternally puzzled yet grateful ’<br>‘ you touch me <b><i>&amp<i><b> my skin burns <b><i>&amp<i><b> it burns for you always you ’<small><p> <blockquote> Meme

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