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 falling asleep
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 pretty much
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 social life
my friends
 my friends
teenage
 teenage
again
 again
i cry
 i cry
task
 task
so much
 so much
others
 others
years
 years
much
 much
later
 later
die
 die
hours
 hours
lunch
 lunch
no
 no
minute
minute
fact
fact
suffer
suffer
hormones
hormones
nowadays
nowadays
ill
ill
maintain
maintain
same
same
literally
literally
pretty
pretty
i just
i just
my body
my body
my homework
my homework
afterwards
afterwards
asleep
asleep
waking up
waking up
falling
falling
wait
wait
nervous
nervous
finally
finally
then
then
just
just
morning
morning
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absolutely
making
making
bed
bed
depressed
depressed
like
like
done
done
every day
every day
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nervous breakdown
social
social
study
study
for
for
order
order
notes
notes
extra
extra
development
development
now
now
thing
thing
breakdown
breakdown
all
all
own
own
why
why
day
day
beyond
beyond
bus
bus
cry
cry
force
force
online
online
source
source
crucial
crucial
Single
Single
Reason
Reason
Sick
Sick
Homework
Homework
Travel
Travel
Text
Text
Home
Home
Depression
Depression
Break
Break
Anxiety
Anxiety
Work
Work
tumblr
tumblr
School
School
period
period
Life
Life
Friends
Friends
crazy
crazy

barduils it fucks me up so much that every day for like 7 years i'd travel an hour on the bus to school study for 6 hours with only a 45-minute break at lunch attend 2 extra-curriculars afterwards travel home again do my homework meet up with or text my friends then spend like 5 hours online doing jackshit before finally falling asleep at like 3am and waking up 3 hours later and do the same thing all over again all while battling anxiety depression and hormones and somehow manage not to die prematurely of exhaustion or suffer a permanent nervous breakdown nowadays i cry from the sheer effort of getting out of bed every morning barduils actually wait i'm not done bc i just realised that the fact that i had no choice but to force my body beyond its limits pretty much every single day for a period of several years during a crucial stage of my development in order to maintain a balanced worksocial life is literally the reason why i'm now so ill and depressed that getting out of bed every morning is a herculean task all on its own the expectations placed on me and millions of others during our teenage years is literally making us sick Source barduils #important #fucked up 18781 notes It's absolutely crazy Meme

found ON 2019-04-16 18:11:10 BY ME.ME

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