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copperbadge When I first got out of grad school I couldn't get a job in my chosen profession and honestly I wasn't sure I wanted one but what else was I good for? I was iving with my parents I felt that l'd failed at the age of 24 and I knew exactly how to kill myself in the most painless way possible because I was considering it and had done research I had clinical depression and I didn't figure the rest of my life would be worth a damn even if I managed to make something of myself which seemed unlikely Fifteen years later I woke up in a home I own that I painted myself with two big couches and ten big windows and a lamp that looks like a star I fed two kittens cooked breakfast and prepared lunches for the week while listening to podcasts and tended my windowsill garden where the paprika have fruited the bromeliad is still trying to murder the poppies and the squash are starting to blossom My email inbox was full of messages from people I love My duties for the day are discharged I plan to spend Sunday resting playing with my kittens and maybe strumming a little ukulele Today is my own to do with exactly as I like in a place I have made exactly to my specifications I can't guarantee that everyone who feels like they're dying at 15 or 21 or 24 or 29 will get this life that I got I know I've been lucky and even with luck my life's not perfect But I'm 38 and today is such a good day that I can't believe I almost didn't get to have it because I thought my life was over at 24 It was a fucking war to get here but the war was worth it so I just figured today was a pretty nice day to share that Some hard years a good day Meme

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