crazy
crazy
cute
cute
Food
Food
Future
Future
goals
goals
Homeless
Homeless
Life
Life
lit
lit
period
period
Phone
Phone
Smell
Smell
Starbucks
Starbucks
Bath and Body Works
Bath and Body Works
Drive
Drive
Flowers
Flowers
Game
Game
Help
Help
Home
Home
Lifestyle
Lifestyle
Live
Live
Spirit
Spirit
Today
Today
Video
Video
Angry
Angry
Candles
Candles
Hell
Hell
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Inspiration
Never
Never
Reason
Reason
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The Apartment
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Single
Been
Been
upper middle class
upper middle class
how
how
feet
feet
got
got
joy
joy
working
working
video game
video game
judge
judge
wanted
wanted
class
class
wick
wick
gone
gone
big
big
one
one
one day
one day
open
open
set
set
fighting
fighting
motivation
motivation
day
day
why
why
middle class
middle class
them
them
move
move
they
they
you
you
bath
bath
system
system
the spirit
the spirit
deco
deco
works
works
mess
mess
for
for
months
months
somewhere
somewhere
dear
dear
used
used
shake
shake
this
this
get
get
really
really
making
making
poor
poor
tell me
tell me
always
always
people
people
well
well
morning
morning
the end
the end
anything
anything
sale
sale
because
because
end
end
deal
deal
my drive
my drive
stuck
stuck
treat
treat
someone
someone
empty
empty
those
those
get it
get it
whenever
whenever
poor people
poor people
burned
burned
as well
as well
slept
slept
the morning
the morning
i would
i would
burnt out
burnt out
burnt
burnt
purse
purse
sustenance
sustenance
maybe
maybe
were
were
too
too
relief
relief
almost
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night
 night
things
 things
my life
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need
 need
left
 left
want
 want
days
 days
year
 year
anymore
 anymore
around
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hear
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dont
 dont
honking
 honking
deserve
 deserve
starting
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hang out
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apartment
 apartment
the point
 the point
out
out
point
point
unfair
unfair
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go-crazy
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Whenever I
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Credit
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Grocery
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Financial
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Grandfather
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Organization
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go-crazy
go-crazy
unfair
unfair
point
point
out
out
the point
 the point
apartment
 apartment
hang out
 hang out
starting
 starting
deserve
 deserve
honking
 honking
dont
 dont
hear
 hear
around
 around
anymore
 anymore
year
 year
days
 days
want
 want
left
 left
need
 need
my life
 my life
things
 things
night
 night
almost
 almost
relief
relief
too
too
were
were
maybe
maybe
sustenance
sustenance
purse
purse
burnt
burnt
burnt out
burnt out
i would
i would
the morning
the morning
slept
slept
as well
as well
burned
burned
poor people
poor people
whenever
whenever
get it
get it
those
those
empty
empty
someone
someone
treat
treat
stuck
stuck
my drive
my drive
deal
deal
end
end
because
because
sale
sale
anything
anything
the end
the end
morning
morning
well
well
people
people
always
always
tell me
tell me
poor
poor
making
making
really
really
get
get
this
this
shake
shake
used
used
dear
dear
somewhere
somewhere
months
months
for
for
mess
mess
works
works
deco
deco
the spirit
the spirit
system
system
bath
bath
you
you
they
they
move
move
them
them
middle class
middle class
why
why
day
day
motivation
motivation
fighting
fighting
set
set
open
open
one day
one day
one
one
big
big
gone
gone
wick
wick
class
class
wanted
wanted
judge
judge
video game
video game
working
working
joy
joy
got
got
feet
feet
how
how
upper middle class
upper middle class
Been
Been
Single
Single
The Apartment
The Apartment
Reason
Reason
Never
Never
Inspiration
Inspiration
Hell
Hell
Candles
Candles
Angry
Angry
Video
Video
Today
Today
Spirit
Spirit
Live
Live
Lifestyle
Lifestyle
Home
Home
Help
Help
Game
Game
Flowers
Flowers
Drive
Drive
Bath and Body Works
Bath and Body Works
Starbucks
Starbucks
Smell
Smell
Phone
Phone
period
period
lit
lit
Life
Life
Homeless
Homeless
goals
goals
Future
Future
Food
Food
cute
cute
crazy
crazy

enide-s-dear moralistically parisianqueen During the most poor and homeless period of my life I had a lot of people get angry with me because I spent $25 on Bath and Body Works candles during a sale They couldn't comprehend why the hell I would do that when I had been fighting for months to try and get us on our feet afford food and have an apartment to live in Those candles were placed beside wherever I slept that night In the morning I would move them and set them wherever l'd have to hang out At one point I carried one around in my purse one of those big honking 3-wick candles I never lit them but I'd open them and smell them a lot I credit that purchase with a lot of my drive that got me to where l am today I had been working tirelessly 15+ hour days with barely any reward constantly on the phone or trying to deal with organizations and associations to get help at It'd gone on for almost a year by the end of it and I was so burnt out to the point that I would shake 247 But I could get a bit of relief from my 3- wick upper middle class lifestyle candles They represented my future goals my home I wanted to decorate and how I would one day not be in this mess anymore When we moved into the apartment and our financial status improved I burned those candles every single day When they were empty I cleaned them out stuck labels on them and they became the starting point of my really cute organization system I had ALWAYS planned to have So whenever I hear about someone very poor getting themselves a treat maybe it's Starbucks maybe it's a home deco item maybe it's a video game I don't judge them I get it I get that you can't go without anything for that long without it making you go crazy You need to pull some joy inspiration and motivation from somewhere poor people deserve things they want too it is unfair to expect poor people to only buy things they need My grandfather used to tell me if you only have 20 kr left you buy grocery for 10 kr and flowers for the other 10 kr because you need a reason to live as well The spirit needs sustenance too Meme

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