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Crying
head
head
kkk
kkk
Lawyer
Lawyer
Old woman
Old woman
Precious
Precious
pregnant
pregnant
School
School
shit
shit
Lost
Lost
Bear
Bear
Best
Best
Black
Black
Cancer
Cancer
Coffee
Coffee
Fuck
Fuck
Hearts
Hearts
Home
Home
Link
Link
Mobile
Mobile
Moon
Moon
Stars
Stars
Tattoo
Tattoo
Today
Today
White
White
World
World
Nope
Nope
Racist
Racist
Husband
Husband
Old
Old
Coming Home
Coming Home
Hell
Hell
I Came
I Came
Never
Never
Silence
Silence
Thought
Thought
Tyrannosaurus
Tyrannosaurus
Waiting...
Waiting...
Asks
Asks
Been
Been
rational
rational
got
got
sun
sun
the sun
the sun
job
job
eye
eye
car
car
quote
quote
mother
mother
looking
looking
rest
rest
nazi
nazi
edge
edge
misery
misery
pig
pig
wanted
wanted
arm
arm
milk
milk
fog
fog
fallen
fallen
him
him
source
source
can
can
raw
raw
the edge
the edge
one
one
the moon
the moon
green
green
down
down
case
case
pit
pit
skin
skin
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shock
cry
cry
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open
article
article
three
three
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day
sunscreen
sunscreen
satire
satire
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reading
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will
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she
think
think
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carcass
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speak
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hot
woman
woman
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them
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all
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symbol
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make
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thing
words
words
you
you
shirt
shirt
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son
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over the edge
what
what
notes
notes
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still
for
for
child
child
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throat
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visceral
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stranger
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option
stand
stand
mobile phones
mobile phones
car accident
car accident
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bitter
shake
shake
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look
more
more
this
this
the best
the best
funniest
funniest
really
really
feel better
feel better
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please
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what if
dentist
dentist
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done
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i know
hate
hate
thinking
thinking
like
like
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sure
feel
feel
this is
this is
youre
youre
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making
upset
upset
nothing
nothing
father
father
guys
guys
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different
eyes
eyes
suit
suit
explosion
explosion
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just
everything
everything
anything
anything
then
then
because
because
end
end
bicep
bicep
everyone
everyone
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pursed lips
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seems
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my eyes
my eyes
self mutilation
self mutilation
the fuck
the fuck
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i hate
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worrying
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i know i know
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as if
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so long
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unhinged
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 i cant
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 sit down
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 mouth
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 hands
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 days
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 hurt
lips
 lips
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pack up
 pack up
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 put out
writing
 writing
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 not even
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 white hot
vegetables
 vegetables
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 drink milk
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 i dont even
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what the fuck
 what the fuck
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have you seen it
 have you seen it
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 i dont understand
out
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over
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self
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Body
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Cant
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No One Will Ever Know
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Accountant
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Skills
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Hurt Me More
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Not Wanted
Nothing Left To Say
Nothing Left To Say

It's just a tattoo he says when the silence goes on so long that we have nearly fallen over the edge of it into a pit of black nothingness It's not as if I came home and said I'd got someone pregnant It seems to me unhinged by shock that this might have been the better option His father says Where? On my arm he says and touches his bicep through his shirt His lovely shoulder For three days I can't speak to my son I can hardly bear to look at him I decide this is rational The last thing we need I think is an explosion of white-hot words that In any case I'm not even sure what it is I want to say In my mind's eye I stand there a bitter old woman with pursed lips wringing my black-gloved hands He's done the one thing that I've said for years please d upset me if you did this And now it's happened So there's nothing left to say everyone carries around for the rest of their lives e ngraved on their hearts on't do this It would really So I cry instead I have a lump in my throat that stops me from eating I feel as if someone has died I keep thinking of his skin his precious skin inked like a pig carcasS My husband asks Have you seen it yet? I shake my head Like a child I am hoping that if I keep my eyes tightly shut the whole thing will disappear It's his body he says gently His choice But what if he wants to be a lawyer? A lawyer? Or an accountant He'll be wearing a suit No one will ever know And he doesn't want to be a I know I know tifalockharts this article about some woman's 21 yo son coming home from school w a tattoo is THE funniest thing i have seen today tifalockharts On day three still in a fog of misery I say to him Shall we talk? We sit down with cups of coffee I open my mouth to speak and end up crying instead I say You couldn't have done anything to hurt me more job I don't even want I say But you're not You're different I will never look at you in the same way again It's a visceral feeling Maybe because I'm your mother All those years of looking after your body-taking you to the dentist and making you drink milk and worrying about green leafy vegetables and sunscreen and cancer from mobile phones And then you let some stranger inject ink under your skin To me it seems like self-mutilation If you'd lost your arm in a car accident I would have understood I would have done everything to make you feel better But this -this is desecration And I hate it 'M SHRIEKING regretityet You guys gutmeats The stars are not wanted now put out every one pack up the moon and dismantle the sun What the fuck mustlearntoadult SOMEONE LINK THE ARTICLE wepon a classi doctorangelpenguin As I was reading this I kept waiting for the tattoo to be revealed as like a nazi symbol or some racist shit like for the kkk of something but nope She was just THAT hurt by ink lilaccoloursplash You left out the BEST part-stand a lone tyrannosaurus bellowing at a world i don't understand spontaneoustornadoes This woman's writing skills holy fuck Source elsas #give them to me #that stars moon sun quote? raw as F U C K 49991 notes I thought it was satire It wasnt Meme

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