Being Alone, Complex, and Crying: legs-like-austin-carlile
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 Gateway of the Mind
 In 1983, a team of deeply pious scientists conducted a
 radical experiment in an undisclosed facility. The scientists
 had theorized that a human without access to any senses or
 ways to perceive stimuli would be able to perceive the
 presence of God. They believed that the five senses clouded
 our awareness of eternity, and without them, a human could
 actually establish contact with God by thought. An elderly
 man who claimed to have "nothing left to live for" was the
 only test subject to volunteer. To purge him of all his senses,
 the scientists performed a complex operation in which every
 sensory nerve connection to the brain was surgically
 severed. Although the test subject retained full muscular
 function, he could not see, hear, taste, smell, or feel. With no
 possible way to communicate with or even sense the outside
 world, he was alone with his thoughts.
 Scientists monitored him as he spoke aloud about his state
 of mind in jumbled, slurred sentences that he couldn't even
 hear. After four days, the man claimed to be hearing hushed,
 unintelligible voices in his head. Assuming it was an onset of
 psychosis, the scientists paid little attention to the man's
 concerns.
 Two days later, the man cried that he could hear his dead
 wife speaking with him, and even more, he could
 communicate back. The scientists were intrigued, but were
 not convinced until the subject started naming dead relatives
 of the scientists. He repeated personal information to the
 scientists that only their dead spouses and parents would
 have known. At this point, a sizable portion of scientists left
 the study.
 After a week of conversing with the deceased through his
 thoughts, the subject became distressed, saying the voices
 were overwhelming. In every waking moment, his
 consciousness was bombarded
 refused to leave him alone. He frequently threw himself
 against the wall, trying to elicit a pain response. He begged
 the scientists for sedatives, so he could escape the voices by
 sleeping. This tactic worked for three days, until he started
 having severe night terrors. The subject repeatedly said that
 he could see and hear the deceased in his dreams
 oices
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 Only a day later, the subject began to scream and claw at his
 non-functional eyes, hoping to sense something in the
 physical world. The hysterical subject now said the voices of
 the dead were deafening and hostile, speaking of hell and the
 end of the world. At one point, he yelled "No heaven, no
 forgiveness" for five hours straight. He continually begged to
 be killed, but the scientists were convinced that he was close
 to establishing contact with God.
 After another day, the subject could no longer form coherent
 sentences. Seemingly mad, he started to bite off chunks of
 flesh from his arm. The scientists rushed into the test
 chamber and restrained him to a table so he could not kill
 himself. After a few hours of being tied down, the subject
 halted his struggling and screaming. He stared blankly at the
 ceiling as teardrops silently streaked across his face. For two
 weeks, the subject had to be manually rehydrated due to the
 constant crying. Eventually, he turned his head and, despite
 his blindness, made focused eye contact with a scientist for
 the first time in the study. He whispered "I have spoken with
 God, and he has abandoned us" and his vital signs stopped.
 There was no apparent cause of death.
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legs-like-austin-carlile z-ay simplypurkey Gateway of the Mind In 1983 a team of deeply pious scientists conducted a radical experiment in an undisclosed facility The scientists had theorized that a human without access to any senses or ways to perceive stimuli would be able to perceive the presence of God They believed that the five senses clouded our awareness of eternity and without them a human could actually establish contact with God by thought An elderly man who claimed to have nothing left to live for was the only test subject to volunteer To purge him of all his senses the scientists performed a complex operation in which every sensory nerve connection to the brain was surgically severed Although the test subject retained full muscular function he could not see hear taste smell or feel With no possible way to communicate with or even sense the outside world he was alone with his thoughts Scientists monitored him as he spoke aloud about his state of mind in jumbled slurred sentences that he couldn't even hear After four days the man claimed to be hearing hushed unintelligible voices in his head Assuming it was an onset of psychosis the scientists paid little attention to the man's concerns Two days later the man cried that he could hear his dead wife speaking with him and even more he could communicate back The scientists were intrigued but were not convinced until the subject started naming dead relatives of the scientists He repeated personal information to the scientists that only their dead spouses and parents would have known At this point a sizable portion of scientists left the study After a week of conversing with the deceased through his thoughts the subject became distressed saying the voices were overwhelming In every waking moment his consciousness was bombarded refused to leave him alone He frequently threw himself against the wall trying to elicit a pain response He begged the scientists for sedatives so he could escape the voices by sleeping This tactic worked for three days until he started having severe night terrors The subject repeatedly said that he could see and hear the deceased in his dreams oices by hundreds of voices that Only a day later the subject began to scream and claw at his non-functional eyes hoping to sense something in the physical world The hysterical subject now said the voices of the dead were deafening and hostile speaking of hell and the end of the world At one point he yelled No heaven no forgiveness for five hours straight He continually begged to be killed but the scientists were convinced that he was close to establishing contact with God After another day the subject could no longer form coherent sentences Seemingly mad he started to bite off chunks of flesh from his arm The scientists rushed into the test chamber and restrained him to a table so he could not kill himself After a few hours of being tied down the subject halted his struggling and screaming He stared blankly at the ceiling as teardrops silently streaked across his face For two weeks the subject had to be manually rehydrated due to the constant crying Eventually he turned his head and despite his blindness made focused eye contact with a scientist for the first time in the study He whispered I have spoken with God and he has abandoned us and his vital signs stopped There was no apparent cause of death I've been waiting for this post to show back up on my dash for months Holy shit I love this so much Contact with godomg-humortumblrcom Meme

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