Losing you wasn't just painful it was fucking damaging also It wasn't me sitting down on a couch surrounded by my friends as we watched movies and ate food to try and forget you It was me staying up at four in the morning because the thought of you was so fucking strong I couldn't even close my eyes without seeing your face It was me swallowing thickly and blinking back tears every time I was in public the hole in my chest causing my breaths to come out shaky rather than normal It was me laughing at things for no reason as my stomach turned because the urge of falling apart was getting stronger It was me crying at random hours during the day and me not wanting to get up out of bed It was me deleting our conversations and regretting it because now I couldn't know where we had went wrong It fucking hurt losing you had hurt and I wasn't ever able to forget that kind of pain Meme

found @ 36 likes ON 2019-05-01 09:50:43 BY ME.ME

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