reddit Marylandman101 4y what does it feel like to do heroin 256 deleted 4y Actually this is an obvious question but it's not what you might think Let me explain it to you I've been an opiate addict for a long time and tried many drugs Drugs that are 'uppers' have the most 'obvious' euphoria For example if you take adderallcokemethspeedMDMA you will get this shining bright euphoria self confidence energy and other drug-specific feelings for meth like you are king However you owe these drugs back what they delivered to you After a meth binge or lots of MDMA use or staying up all night on coke you will feel like shit To an extent this aspect is similar to an alcoholic hangover or for MDMA like you love everyone On the other hand for many people who experiment with heroin they are underwhelmed not including IV usage but most experimenters rarely ever IV first time They just feel good chill happy but they feel like this spooky drug 'heroin' hasn't delivered They are just mellow Oh obviously it has all been a lie they will think Heroin isn't spooky it's chill It's not addictive like everyone else thinks It doesn't make you do stupid shit or stay up all day and hallucinate like amphetamines or coke It doesn't empty your serotonin like MDMA or give you a hangover like alcohol People tend to just think oh what a nice drug So the next day they wake up and everything is normal No headache or shitty feeling--just a slight afterglow of that nice feeling Oh it was cheap as well! It only cost $10 for a whole night of being high! I thought people said heroin was expensive? And then next weekend comes There are all these drugs I could do but I liked heroin It didn't 'fuck me up' I could still think clearly No hangover No feeling like shit later I still was awake It just made me happy and content with life Oh and it's only $10! Well I should get some more for the whole weekend This is great! I will use Heroin on the weekends now! Now let's say this person works and has responsibilities He knows he can't go into work drunk or on MDMA or high So he doesn't It's actually simple But heroin Well the user might actually find they do better work on heroin Instead of being sad or grumpy or depressed with his jo he is just happy Mellow Content Everything is fine and the world is beautiful It's raining it's dark I woke up at 530AM I'm commuting in traffic I would have had a headache I would have been miserable I would have wondered how my life took me to this point This point I'm at right now But no no everything is fine Life is beautiful The rain drops are just falling and in each one I see the reflection of every persons life around me Humanity is beautiful In this still frame shot of traffic on this crowded bus I just found love and peace Heroin is a wonder drug Heroin is better than everything else Heroin makes me who I wish I was Heroin makes life worth living Heroin is better than everything else Heroin builds up a tolerance fast Heroin starts to cost more money I need heroin to feel normal I don't love anymore Now I'm sick I can't afford the heroin that I need How did $10 used to get me high? Now I need $100 That guy that let me try a few lines the first time doesn't actually deal Oh I need to find a real dealer? This guy is a felon and carries a gun--he can sell me the drug that lets me find love in the world No this isn't working I need to quit To answer your question heroin feels nice That's all it just feels very nice You can make the rest up for yourself Attach your own half-truths to this drug that will show you the world and for a moment you will feel as clever as Faust Edit Thank you for the kind words I received help and I'm doing well now Luckily I was able to pull up and get help right before I entered the deadly downward spiral Some of my friends have not done as well Sorry to steal the limelight from OP 2675 Ifuxdalion 4y Reading that was more haunting than any anti-drug campaign that I've been exposed to Thanks A lot 907 Meme

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