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Bad, Dating, and Family: so bad i lost control. It all really was the sweetest thing I've ever had, and sometimes so good it freaked me out JUL 27, 2018 AT 7:10 PM and yeah, I'm the one with the obvious underlying issues here. Ones I don't completely understand, so moving forward with what I know is the only way i can deal with that sort of stuff for now. One of those things I know is you were great to be with, and I probably freaked out wondering if i was good enough, ready enough. Tried to know if I was stacked to win or not before I went all in. I was waiting on a sign from the heavens and deluded myself into thinking it couldn't be real when i didnt get one. I thought you must be a liar because I didn't trust anything or anyone here but myself. I tried to walk around your mind and control things and change things and it's stupid and never fixes anything with people.Then waited for a sign from heaven that losing you was the right thing, and got so messed up it's hard to think about. When the whole time for heaven's sake all I wanted was you and your love and fuck I kept second guessing myself, waiting on some magical green light. Some guaranteed odds, a stacked table, full family approval of everything, not opporrunities to enjoy it and love you and keep you. I broke too many rules crossed too many lines and yeah I never realize that stuff in time. Controlling myself has been hard with so many pressures from so many people, and it'll be hard to imagine enjoying anything more than our midnight excursions into each other's eyes. Cheesy I know, but that shit is worth it. Keeps me going still. when i lived on my own, and things seemed simpler, I knew what I wanted and moment to moment you were always a part of that. I got hung up waiting for a sign from heaven or family or friends things were right, i only trusted myself and mysticism, got lost in paranoia, forgot what I really wanted. A sweet girl who loves me. oh well, too late, poor me I guess. Enjoy your travels from here, I wish we were still going places together. Wish I woulda chased it with less reservation, but here we are thanks to doubt and fear and jealousy and mistrust and all that nasty shit inside. I keep dreaming of the day it's bled dry, but bible says that happened 2000 years ago so I'll be okay. I just know what it is to be a fool now, blind with pride. I know a woman can be so Sweet you feel at home wherever with them. This one is sad to know now but I also learned how much of a prized little gem you are, and true joy of a woman to be with and around. I know now it's easy to lose your head when you keep anxiously thinking you're in over it, waiting for God to get you married or pull you out. Here we are, and I'm so sorry for all of this. I hope you might miss me too but I'll try to understand you just doing what you think you have to,I just know I do that too much. JUL 28, 2018 AT 7:48 PM I'm just stuck going through early memories today, like when you first met my parents. first stayed at my place. first time at cottage with my friends. Getting a couple drinks tonight to catch up sounds like what I'd wanna do more than anything haha. Humbling to admit but can't help it, I will be around Too much of you in my nead still making me smile and I'd like to wear it for a long time, so l'll be nice. I'm sorry for leaving you with cringey memories you really didnt give me many of those, i made those because i was too emotionally insecure to hold your whole heart. Felt likeI had to carry your whole soul myself when I never did, the pressure was never your fault. But hell I like you l'd love to hang out for a bit, shoot me down if you must it doesn't make me angry, i understand if that's just uncomfortable for you JUL 28, 2018 AT 8:37 PM You can say whatever you want to me, no is fine! JUL 28, 2018 AT 8:51 PM I'm at a family party. So no thank you. And I've said I dont want to see you at all several times. JUL 28, 2018 AT 10:31 PM Thanks for letting me know, have a great night. JUL 28, 2018 AT 11:05 PM I appreciate your kindness and reflections and I'm glad you're doing better. Thanks for understanding Goodnight JUL 29, 2018 AT 10:08 PM When you said that realistically you'd let yourself casually sleep with people again in a few months, do you think you really meant that? I never even said that, you just claimed I did when I said I would end up dating again lol. No. I dont want to. But it's not your concern at all and your obsession with the topic just seems like your trying to justify your own inclinations. I really was hoping to not have to be petty and totally block you but its come to that for real.You just cant stop. JUL 29, 2018 AT 11:00 PM No you said, realistically ya that's probably going to happen. Ill probably be having casual sex with people (not person) in a few months? Said you'd rather have love but realistically you'd be having casual sex with people looking for it. On the phone to me? But regardless, do you think you meant it or not is all I asked. No. Bye. My ex after HE dumped ME for the 3rd time and I kept it permanent. Ultimately had to change my phone number and I've received over 1000 unanswered messages to my old email from him
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Say It, Dice, and DnD: DIE DICE I know its the proper way to say it but its just not going to happen

I know its the proper way to say it but its just not going to happen

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Al Gore, America, and Children: Best Recap In History: 1966: Oil Gone in Ten Years 1967: Dire Famine Forecast By 1975 1968: Overpopulation Will Spread Worldwide 1969: Everyone Will Disappear In a Cloud Of Blue Steam By 1989 1970: World Will Use Up All its Natural Resources by 2000 1970: Urban Citizens Will Require Gas Masks by 1985 1970: Nitrogen buildup Will Make All Land Unusable 1970: Decaying Pollution Will Kill all the Fish 1970s: Killer Bees! 1970: Ice Age By 2000 1970: America Subject to Water Rationing by 1974 and Food Rationing By 1980 1971: New Ice Age Coming By 2020 or 2030 1972: New Ice Age By 2070 1972: Oil Depleted in 20 Years 1974: Space Satellites Show New Ice Age Coming Fast 1974: Another Ice Age? 1974: Ozone Depletion a 'Great Peril to Life 1976: Scientific Consensus Planet Cooling, Famines imminent 1977: Department of Energy Says Oil will Peak in 90s 1978: No End in Sight to 30-Year Cooling Trend 1980: Acid Rain Kills Life In Lakes 1980: Peak Oil In 2000 1988: Regional Droughts (that never happened) in 1990s 1988: Temperatures in DC Will Hit Record Highs 1988: Maldive Islands will Be Underwater by 2018 (they're not) 1989: Rising Sea Levels will Obliterate Nations if Nothing Done by 2000 1989: New York City's West Side Highway Underwater by 2019 (it's not) 1996: Peak Oil in 2020 2000: Children Won't Know what Snow Is 2002: Famine In 10 Years If We Don't Give Up Eating Fish, Meat, and Dairy 2002: Peak Oil in 2010 2004: Britain will Be Siberia by 2024 2005: Manhattan Underwater by 2015 2006: Super Hurricanes! 2008: Arctic will Be Ice Free by 2018 2008: Climate Genius Al Gore Predicts Ice-Free Arctic by 2013 2009: Climate Genius Prince Charles Says we Have 96 Months to Save World 2009: UK Prime Minister Says 50 Days to 'Save The Planet From Catastrophe 2009: Climate Genius Al Gore Moves 2013 Prediction of Ice-Free Arctic to 2014 2013: Arctic Ice-Free by 2015 2014: Only 500 Days Before 'Climate Chaos 2019: Hey Greta, we need you to convince them it's really going to happen this time
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Alive, Apparently, and Children: Mi 48 mins Pence is deep state ch.. @chie Replying to When Pence was governor of Indiana He was in the midst of child trafficking ring, & pedophilia. He has been indicted. Trump did not know this when he accepted him as VP. Look for him to get a terminal disease 8:03 PM Oct 15, 2019 Twitter Web Client Pence will be going away silently shortly. Pence has lost all his power. He is currently wearing an ankle Je 7 hrs This will be hard for most to accept.. Pence is Deep State Pence is a Pedo/Child Trafficker and has murdered children. He has been removed from Power, has lost all Authority, and is currently wearing an ankle monitor. POTUS knew Pence was Dirty He wanted General Flynn for VP but GOP would not back him if he didn't go with Pence. 26 Comments 20 Like Comment I never liked him. Ку I heard john Gotti jr needs a job I'm just saying Like Reply(41m) iHe did get a message at Daddy Bush funeral. Da wonder if something big is going to happen tonight at President Trumps rally. I have read stories about what it might be. But I will wait for the announcement tonight. Like Reply (33m) You people are sick crawl back under that rock please Са 1 Like Reply (24m) ignorance is bliss huh normie 1 Rd Like Reply (11m) R know how to type things in google. its always the olds who apparently don't Like Reply (10m) Ke Trey Gowdy would make a good VP, So would Alan West! O2 Like Reply(23m) That's the first I have heard about that, any Du following facts to go with that statement? i1 Like Reply (20m) If wearing an ankle bracelet. How is Pence in Ja Turkey?? 5 Like Reply(17m) I doubt Trump even picked him. I don't think he had Ja a choice. 1 Like Reply (12m) J Ummmm.. since when was Twitter around when JFK jr was alive??? 2 Like Reply (10m) Ri rumors and lies Last I heard JFK jr. was dead and anyone can setup an account as chief police. Evidence please. Not everyone lives on innuendo, 1 Like Reply(6m) bahahahahahahah Mi 1 Like-Reply (3m) Ch he lost all authority... .yet he just brokered a peace deal with Turkey/Syria. Gtfo. 4 Like Reply (3m) Ка Wpuldny surprise me even though for a while i thought he's clean but it doeant matter. If those claims are true then he was under a microscope 24/7 since day1. Keep your enemies closer and so on Like Reply (1m) MAGA FB Group turns on Pense - He's now a Pedophile and part of the Deep State! - So says Dead JFK Jr. + Indiana Police??

MAGA FB Group turns on Pense - He's now a Pedophile and part of the Deep State! - So says Dead JFK Jr. + Indiana Police??

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