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To understand fully, she worked at the Disney Store at the mall, she putting a restraining order on a guy for disagreeing with her, she even tried to get pregnant just so her parents wouldn't kick her out or make her join the coast guards, after which she was gonna put the baby up for adoptions.: 4hrs I've had a lot of weight baring down on my shoulders since high school the obstacles life has put in my path toward a decent future have been tough to maneuver, but I'm managing. For the longest time, I've lacked self-confidence, and my self-esteem is hardly existent at all. If you know me, you'd know that I have a very bubbly, optimistic personality that comes with a smile which never fades. But, behind such a happy gesture lies more than what you see on the surface. I'm struggling physically, mentally, financiallyI was told throughout school that I wasn't good enough, especially when it came to my love life. The guys I'd shown interest in were only ever willing to "keep me a secret" rather than be content with whoI am, and not care about what their friends thought, and l'd missed out on an opportunity with my first love, Sean, because I never told him how I felt simply because I anticipated an outcome that may or may not have come to pass. I understand rejection is a part of life, but it scares me more than anything. I dwell on happy endings and fairytales- well, the thought of them, and that's something Disney has helped me with. While working for the company, I'd found myself. I was exactly where I wanted to be for the five years I was, but life had other plans. Now, I find myself with a severe crush on someone I'd only met once and barely spoken to and quite honestly, he hit me like a freight train, and I'm afraid to do or say anything that would lead to a Grimm Fairytale. I don't have a fairy godmother like Cinderella; I don't have someone to rescue me from my tower and take me on an adventure like Rapunzel, nor do I have true love's kiss to wake me from this...nightmare like Aurora. While I'm taking the steps to better myself, it still doesn't feel right. Companionship is something I've sought and desired for so long. But, whoever the prince is to my twisted love story-can he love me for me? Or do I need to change for him to even notice? To understand fully, she worked at the Disney Store at the mall, she putting a restraining order on a guy for disagreeing with her, she even tried to get pregnant just so her parents wouldn't kick her out or make her join the coast guards, after which she was gonna put the baby up for adoptions.

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