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America, Bad, and Be Like: Lou Ohio I need to get my life off my chest. About me. I'm a 46 year old banker and I have been living my whole life the opposite of how I wanted. All my dreams, my passion, gone. In a steady 9-7 job. 6 days a week. For 26 years. I repeatedly chose the safe path for everything, which eventually changed who I was. Today I found out my wife has been cheating on me for the last 10 years. My son feels nothing for me. I realised I missed my father's funeral FOR NOTHING. I didn't complete my novel, travelling the world, helping the homeless. All these things I thought I knew to be a certainty about myself when i was in my late teens and early twenties. If my younger self had met me today, I would have punched myself in the face. I'll get to how those dreams were crushed soon. Let's start with a description of me when I was 20. It seemed only yesterday when I was sure I was going to change the world. People loved me, and I loved people. I was innovative, creative, spontaneous, risk taking and great with people. I had two dreams. The first, was writing a utopic/dystopic book. The second, was travelling the world and helping the poor and homeless. I had been dating my wife for four years by then. Young love. She loved my spontaneity, my energy, my ability to make people laugh and feel loved. I knew my book was going to change the world I would show the perspective of the 'bad' and the twisted', showing my viewers that everybody thinks differently, that people never think what the do is wrong. I was 70 pages through when i was 20.I am still 70 pages in, at 46. By 20, I had backpacking around New Zealand and the Philippines. I planned to do all of Asia, then Europe, then America To date, I have only been to New Zealand and the Philippines. Now, we get to where it all went wrong. My biggest regrets. I was 20. I was the only child. I needed to be stable. I needed to take that graduate job, which would dictate my whole life. To devote my entire life in a 9-7 job. What was I thinking? How could I live when the job was my life? After coming home, I would eat dinner, prepare my work for the following day, and sleep at 10pm, to wake up at 6am the following day God, I can't remember the last time I've made love to my wife Yesterday, my wife admitted to cheating on me for the last 10 years. 10 years. That seems like a long time, but i can't comprehend it. It doesn't even hurt. She says it's because I've changed. I'm not the person l was. What have I been doing in the last 10 years? Outside of work, I really can't say anything. Not being a proper husband. Not being ME. Who am 1? What happened to me? I didn't even ask for a divorce, or yell at her, or cry. I felt NOTHING. Now I can feel a tear asl write this. But not because my wife has been cheating on me, but because I am now realising I have been dying inside. What happened to that fun-loving, risk taking, energetic person that was me, hungering to change the world? I remember being asked on a date by the most popular girl in the school, but declining her for my now-wife. God, I was really popular with the girls in high school. In university/college too. But i stayed loyal. I didn't explore. I studied every day Remember all that backpacking and book-writingI told you about? That was all in the first few years of college. I worked part-time and splurged all that I had earned. Now, I save every penny. I don't remember a time I spend anything on anything fun. On anything for myself. What do I even want now? My father passed ten years ago. I remember getting calls from mom, telling me he was getting sicker and sicker. I was getting busier and busier, on the verge of a big promotion. I kept putting my visit off, hoping in my mind he would hold on. He died, and I got my promotion. I haven't seen him in 15 years. When he died, I told myself it didn't matter what I didn't see him. I rationalized that being dead, it wouldn't matter anyway. WHAT WAS I THINKING? Rationalizing everything, making excuses to put things off. Excuses Procrastination. It all leads to one thing, nothing. I rationalized that financial security was the most important thingInow know, that it definitely is not. I regret doing nothing with my energy, when I had it. My passions. My youth. I regret letting my job take over my life. I regret being an awful husband, a money- making machine. I regret not finishing my novel, not travelling the world. Not being emotionally there for my son. Being a damn emotionless wallet. If you're reading this, and you have a whole life ahead of you, please. Don't procrastinate. Don't leave your dreams for later. Relish in your energy, your passions. Don't stay on the internet with all your spare time (unless your passion needs it). Please, do something with your life while you're young. DO NOT settle down at 20. DO NOT forget your friends, your family Yourself. Do NOT waste your life. Your ambitions. Like I did mine. Do not be like me srsfunny: A Sad But Common Story

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Advice, Future, and Ironic: eggrollie art has been hard lately but i made this banana today and its probably the height of my ability and i am ready novw a guest speaker in one of my classes recently gave some of the best advice I have ever received… 1. let curiosity be your compass - think about what you’re motivated to do, your affinity, your aspirations. what are the core reasons for your motivation? 2. impact is everything - if everything works out exactly as expected, why does it matter? what will you learn or change? 3. be James Bond - expose the side of yourself that will be received best. you don’t need to reveal everything about yourself upfront. 4. create strong partnerships - build a wise council. you only need three people: one who is a few steps ahead of you or where you want to be in the future, one who is progressing at the same pace as you, and one who is behind you but has experienced more. 5. to make space for what matters, you have to say no - we aren’t self-aware enough to know our breaking point before we reach it, so don’t be afraid to pass on some things. 6. create meaningful time - bingeing is not productive. establish clear morning rituals and practice contingency management. a slow and steady schedule is best. 7.when you rush from A to B, you miss everything in between - slow down and forget about your destination. take time to appreciate the path you’re on. 8.”the chief enemy of creativity is good sense” - be creative. just don’t lose touch with your common sense. 9.it’s supposed to be fun most of the time or something’s wrong - there will be spontaneous emotional breakdowns and seemingly impassible obstacles, but enjoy the journey of life billsimportantposts

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Af, Bad, and Be Like: 38 59 58 57 56 27 14 68 69 37 25 24 67 36 12 28 15 23 10 13 2 65 64 63 62 61 60 54 53 52 51 50 16 29 35 22 9 239 17 34 30 18 20 19 32 49 48 47 46 45 44 43 42 41 40 78 77 76 75 74 73 72 71 70 31 <p><a href="http://orriculum.tumblr.com/post/167338208968/bronzewitchhazel-bronzewitchhazel" class="tumblr_blog">orriculum</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://bronzewitchhazel.tumblr.com/post/167320521475/bronzewitchhazel-ace-of-pentacles" class="tumblr_blog">bronzewitchhazel</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://bronzewitchhazel.tumblr.com/post/147565253740/ace-of-pentacles-witchy-words-numinous-af" class="tumblr_blog">bronzewitchhazel</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://ace-of-pentacles.tumblr.com/post/147564419118/witchy-words-numinous-af-fucking-numinous" class="tumblr_blog">ace-of-pentacles</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://witchy-words.tumblr.com/post/147462284298">witchy-words</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://numinous-af.tumblr.com/post/142143985083">numinous-af</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fucking-numinous.tumblr.com/post/142022718388">fucking-numinous</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://decklove.tumblr.com/post/136742187877">decklove</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://tarot-sybarite.tumblr.com/post/50984875005">tarot-sybarite</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://occultcorpus.com/forums/index.php?/topic/24512-the-full-description-of-the-spread-rahdues-wheel/">Rahdue’s Wheel</a>, a 78-card spread.</p> <p>Holy poot….</p> </blockquote> <p>*heavy breathing*</p> </blockquote> <p><a class="tumblelog" href="https://tmblr.co/mJBAKTjBlTFVePyVdLh_Dbg">@haemoferedoll</a> I GUESS WE GOTTA</p> </blockquote> <p>Alright children, gather round.</p> <p>If you were wondering what this would be like, wonder no more.</p> <p>Since my best friend and I have a great deal of magickal motivation and are clearly insane, WE COMPLETED THIS READING.</p> <p>It was roughly 5 hours of direct cardwork and reading, but we took breaks for food and rest, so the total time spent, between taking the cards out of the box and putting them back in, was about 9 HOURS.</p> <figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="810" data-orig-width="486" data-orig-src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/4a33084c7dd1d27cf7e2056e29ce8295/tumblr_inline_o512koUE1w1tmgo1d_540.jpg"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/d1116cee08b88e36034c6c8f2b9ece73/tumblr_inline_p0kg5i5xp01t538c4_540.jpg" data-orig-height="810" data-orig-width="486" data-orig-src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/4a33084c7dd1d27cf7e2056e29ce8295/tumblr_inline_o512koUE1w1tmgo1d_540.jpg"/></figure><p>(Photo ft. bad lighting and my unbrushed hair.)</p> <p>I had the privilege of choosing the cards, setting them up, and giving the reading for my much-beloved <a class="tumblelog" href="https://tmblr.co/mJBAKTjBlTFVePyVdLh_Dbg">@haemoferedoll</a>, who was a very patient and open querent.</p> <p>By the end of the reading, we were decidedly exhausted.  My eyes were blurry, my head was swimming, my brain seemed to have deteriorated into rude, viscous mush, and my throat felt raw and sore from having talked so much.  Even my joints were achy.  I was basically an old crone by the end of it.</p> <p>But, oh, let me learn you a thing.  THIS SHIT WAS  </p> <p>E N L I G H T E N I N G.</p> <figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="444" data-orig-width="540" data-orig-src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/d2e426bdf9a0432b099b256e6b5db39a/tumblr_inline_o512koWEyk1tmgo1d_540.jpg"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/82847e335169d66a1eb80a1caf3b8bbf/tumblr_inline_p0kg5jwx511t538c4_540.jpg" data-orig-height="444" data-orig-width="540" data-orig-src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/d2e426bdf9a0432b099b256e6b5db39a/tumblr_inline_o512koWEyk1tmgo1d_540.jpg"/></figure><p>The cards spelled out a clear story, with significant life lessons, warnings, and even illuminating information about past lives.  I’ve honestly never had a reading with such clear and definitive messages.  It was like the veil just parted to let the universe throw us some handy-dandy-4-1-1.  </p> <p>For real, the cards were super specific and helpful.</p> <p>Actually, after we were done, I was told that the reading was “more helpful than years of therapy.”~.  Potential hyperbole aside, I think the reading really did assist real and significant progress for my friend, which I’m wicked pumped about. </p> <figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="405" data-orig-width="540" data-orig-src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/eb0bc2fb0fb7adb2ad98f53e8dc6e65b/tumblr_inline_o512kqkCVv1tmgo1d_540.jpg"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/fc77d30060696b0db30d1c9aabb5cf2a/tumblr_inline_p0kg5j4Dm61t538c4_540.jpg" data-orig-height="405" data-orig-width="540" data-orig-src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/eb0bc2fb0fb7adb2ad98f53e8dc6e65b/tumblr_inline_o512kqkCVv1tmgo1d_540.jpg"/></figure><p>IF YOU WANT TO DO THIS READING YOURSELF, I say to fuckin’ go for it.  It was a great experience as a diviner, an awesome chance to practice, and very affirming of my ability, and <a class="tumblelog" href="https://tmblr.co/mJBAKTjBlTFVePyVdLh_Dbg">@haemoferedoll</a> found it really helpful.  </p> <p>However, PLEASE read all of the detailed information on the spread and how it works BEFORE you start the reading. If you don’t, you’re gonna have a hell of a bad time.  </p> <p>Also, be aware that a significant portion of the reading revolves around past lives. If that doesn’t align with your personal beliefs, I would suggest you either skip those parts of the reading, or replace them with specific questions of your own.</p> <p>ALSO.  I’m pretty sure this reading doesn’t NEED to last so long.  I was extremely thorough, and I’m very picky with choosing cards, so just the process of setting up took almost an hour.  </p> <p>I also personally went into a lot detail with helping my friend interpret the cards and their story.  If you simply do a quick overview, I bet the reading would be way faster and much less of an ordeal.</p> <p>For me though, the “ordeal” of it made it an experience.  It was absolutely worth the effort for what I got out of it.</p> <figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="720" data-orig-width="540" data-orig-src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/b3f6ddba8c2aa05fcf449caa05a3c24f/tumblr_inline_o512ks3s4h1tmgo1d_540.jpg"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/21c5cb9ba06af82664fa850aeb76c143/tumblr_inline_p0kg5jh47U1t538c4_540.jpg" data-orig-height="720" data-orig-width="540" data-orig-src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/b3f6ddba8c2aa05fcf449caa05a3c24f/tumblr_inline_o512ks3s4h1tmgo1d_540.jpg"/></figure><p>TL;DR: We did the thing.  We liked the thing.  The thing was exhausting.  If you do the thing yourself, do the thing your own way and be smart about it.  </p> <p>AND LOOK HOW PRETTY IT IS!  #fuckyeahdivination<br/></p> </blockquote> <p>I’m exhausted just looking at this spread, but I can’t look away.</p> </blockquote> <p>This is intense</p> </blockquote> <p>I feel the call but at the same time I’m like “nah brah. Imma lose my focus halfway through.”</p> <p>But I am definitely feeling this spread.</p> </blockquote> <p><a class="tumblelog" href="https://tmblr.co/mdiqcN8bAAt0wh8BJTNT_sw">@orriculum</a> this the post ur looking for?</p> </blockquote> <p>Ah yes it is!! Thank you 💕</p> </blockquote>
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